I'm BORED.

B-O-R-E-D.

I'm feeling the urge of banging my head against the wall. This will be a random post.

Ready?

- I've read the 12 draft chapters of Stephenie Meyer's Midnight Sun the other night and I'm so so sad that she hold the book from publishing. I'm totally inlove with Edward Cullen. Haha. Too bad he's fictitious. Even dropping the fact that he's a vampire, it's really hard to find someone like him. So caring. So adorable. So pretty. Haha.

- I don't want to go to work. One of my supervisor is outrageously unfair! I asked her 3 days leave because I need to enroll to college but she rejected my request. Giving those 3 days leave to someone who actually has a less urgent reason (her mom is coming in town and going to teach her some recipes.. blah blah blah). WTH?! Don't you think that's unfair? My reason is more more more valid than hers. I'm not going to spend the day cooking around. Mag-eenroll ako sa school! Hindi ako magbabakasyon, kundi mag-eenroll ako!
I always tried to do them favors. I only need three days and "boom!" They've forgotten everything I've done. Every day off spent working. Every over-time done. How sad. Kelangan pa ba ako pumapel sa kanya katulad ng ginagawa ng iba para lang mapagbigyan ako? damn it!

- Hindi na ako makakapanood ng concert ni Jason Mraz. I've discovered na pang gabi ang shift ko the day na magcoconcert siya. So ayun. Hindi ako makakapanood. Buti na lang hindi pa ako nkakabili ng tickets.

- I still have the cigarette's taste in my mouth. I know I should stop. Asthmatic child pa naman ako noong bata pa ako. eheh. Another reason to stop right? Pero hindi naman araw araw. Sabi ng katrabaho ko, ok lang daw un paminsan minsan, wag lang daw araw araw at baka magkasakit ako. Haha. Ok, ayaw ko bumalik yun asthma ko. I only smoke when I'm stressed, tired, bored, hungry (when I don't have any food at hand) at pag asa labas ako. Baka malaman ng parents ko. Lagot ako! Haha. The thing is, chain smoker tatay ko. Kahit sa bahay naninigarilyo kaya siguro hindi niya ako naamoy. I can't imagine what they'll do to me pag nalaman nila. I'll be so so dead then. I think. They already stopped nagging me about my things long time ago. Whatever.

Sigh.

Till next time.

Bye.